No Future

I want to hurt myself so much everyday and just break down, but being in the army its hard to do ao without people noticing. I want to take a blade and just cut my flesh. There is nothing in this world for me that I can find. I wonder at times who would missme if I were to leave everything and everyone behind. I think that no one would, I only feel the pain I cause my self and the blood running down my arm, chest, back and legs. The scars are pilling up and I see no solution and no future.
JKA143 JKA143
18-21, M
1 Response Jan 15, 2013