I can't stop feeling that I hate myself. All I feel is that I'm totally worthless. Looking at my life as an outsider I can see that I've got so many things others only wish to have. Still being me doesn't feel good. As me, I hate myself deeply & passionately. I do hurt myself sometimes. I only want things that I can't have. Sometimes I feel like I'm living the life of somebody else, anybody else but me. I don't know what to do because I can't hold on & I cant go on. I'm so close to naught.