I Want To Trust Me That I HateI am an introvert being , i cant spell anything, and everything within my feeling.
I am foolish, i am sensitive, i am full of mistake.
Because of this thing its hard for me to find someone to talk!
Because of this people used me as a joke!
Because of this people fool me around!
Even the one that i trust, looking me down, using my as a Joke,
when i try to talk my insecurities they loath me!
I feel that i am not accepted, i feel worthless, felling like nothing, i am feeling empty
I never ask to be Me.
I never ask to be Exist.
I Hate My self!
but i want to be Me... as myself
I want to trust myself
and i want someone who can accept me and treat me as myself
not as a joke nor Irony
blackravencat 22-25, M 1 Jan 19, 2013