Yup. Welcome To My Catch 22.This is a sad truth about me. I really really hate my physical appearance but my apathy always stops me from doing anything about it which is another thing I hate about myself. I hate my voice, my social awkwardness and my general lack of everything and anything I ever dreamt of being.
In my perfect self I would be thin, confident and happy which cute hair and a careless attitude. But I feel like it's always going to be a fantasy and I am destined to hate my awful personality and appearance every day.