Everyday is a battle for me as I'm constantly worrying about what other people think of me, how they're judging me and all the other b*******... I always tell myself not to think about these things and that I shouldn't care what others think of me but it never seems to get in my head. My life just seems to be a struggle as the days go by and I feel that I'm a big embarrassment to my family as I'm always so scared to do things that I shouldn't be scared to do..I feel that I depend too much on others instead of being my own person..I know very well that when it comes to picking people there are a lot of people that would pick someone else over me..I'm pretty sure my parents regret the fact that I was born and never wished they had a girl like me in their lives...I don't do anything bad like drugs or cause any trouble with the police but I'm dying day by day on the inside...i know there are many other people that are having it worse than me but I can't take it anymore:( and maybe one day I'll just have the courage to commit suicide and release myself from all the pain and struggle that I have with life everyday.
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1 Response Jan 23, 2013

Here is a link to a Free Personal Development Audio Book - I hope you can gain something from it :-)