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At The End

I hate myself I wish I was dead no one would miss me I cause so many problems in life I'm better without one oak y god gave me life I feel ashamed that I'm disappointing him which makes me more angry I live for nuthing I have no goals I wonder how I made it this far. all ik is I don't wanna worry stress over analyze thing aim done with life as it is I'm disappointing myself and others all I do is take I'm selfish n I don't deserve to live
erykahh erykahh 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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"There is more than just grandeur in this view of life, bleak and cold, though inconceivable from under the security blanket of ignorance. There is deep refreshment to be had from standing up and facing straight into the strong keen wind of understanding....

at this moment i hate myself to and ive always felt like a dissapointment to god.
That being said i find there will be bad days but there will also be days that trick you ino believing hey are good.Even if they are a deception try and find one of those days.Challenge yourself to find a good day. And if you find even a brief moment of happiness at the end of that day determine whats really going on to make you feel so depressed that you want to die and determine wether its possible to reach a day were your at peace

I am so sorry you are feeling this way. It can get better. Don't give up on life. There are people who love you. My heart goes out to you.

I just feel lonely I'm not the same person anymore