Why I Hate Myself

I have no talents, no social skills, no friends, I'm basically the most pathetic person I know. It's impossible to look in the mirror and not despise the insufferable creature I see before me. I can't do anything right, or anything that I want to, I feel as if my mind does what ever it wants to and not what I want to.

I don't try at school, I get mainly D's and C's because I don't even want to try, I guess I may be a bit depressed as well because of everything I am going through, which I'm sure is a contributing factor as to why I hate myself.

It's hard to describe how much I hate myself, I've been so angry with myself before that I've actually hit myself in the arms as hard as I could. I'm such a loser who will never amount to anything in life, I'm not the type of person that anyone would want to even hang out with, I know I hate having to hang out with myself all the time... I don't really know what else to say so I guess I'm done here.
KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice
18-21, M
2 Responses Feb 3, 2013

What exactly is that? I don't want to waste my time reading all that if its for nothing.

Then I only feel sorry I wasted my time and yours....


How are you feeling after what u said on experience

That isn't what I meant, I just asked what that link is about because I went to it and it would take me awhile to read so I don't want to waste my time reading it if it isn't relevant to anything.

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Ugh. I know exactly how you feel! I've struggled with a lot of self hatred. I used to hit myself sometimes too. I got to the point where I had to put everything aside and focus on loving myself. It's still a work in progress but it's getting easier. Just try to find good and keep that in mind while you try to fix what you do not like. I hope you get to a better place someday.