Another Fake SmileI've gotten to the point where I have an anxiety attack every time I leave the house and school has just started again. I've been diagnosed with major depression, anxiety & insomnia, and I'm currently seeing a psychologist, a doctor & a psychiatrist, but I don't even think they know how to help me. I just hate every single thing about myself and thinking about dealing with other people makes me feel sick. And it shouldn't, it's not normal at all. It's just a never-ending cycle of self-hatred > trying to solve the problem and think positively > being incapable of thinking positively > self hatred etc.
I am so sick and tired of being this way and I feel like there is not way out. Depression is such a trap, and the saddest part is affects so many people.
I feel so stupid for telling a website but I feel like I have nothing else anymore.