I'm so lost. I thought I was getting better but I'm not. I'm on depression pills and have a therapist and all that but pills are pills and I don't feel comfortable talking to my therapist. I have no friends to talk to. I dumped my boyfriend. No one cares anymore. I keep everything bottled inside. I just hate myself I'm alone watching a movie by myself on a Friday night. I have no friends. I hate my life. I hate me. What I've done what I've become. I just don't know what to do anymore I feel so alone. I am alone.