I Hate MeI hate myself because I don't like the way I think and feel, behave and react, and generally how I experience life and interact with the world...
There are billions of people on this planet, with spectrums of individual differences so wide that statistically, there must be some people loved by very many people, some people loved by a moderate number of people, some people loved by only a few people, and so forth until finally, there are some people not loved by anyone.. not even themselves.
Well.. that's probably not true, at least not practically, but it's some sort of explanation. I guess that life doesn't always go our way. We can't always do what we feel like. Nor have everything we want. So it happens to be that I'm not the kind of person I like. Hmm.
I know there's something wrong with that argument and that kind of thinking.. my kind of thinking, but I can't think through it. I wouldn't think this way if I weren't myself. I hate myself.
Scarlet 19-21, F 13 Responses 6 Jun 2, 2007