I Am An Abomination of Nature.
Ever since high school I've considered myself an abomination of nature. I've believed that I am evil incarnate, unworthy of forgiveness. I feel guilty as hell for just being alive. I am the only one who thinks this way about me.
The reason for my harsh critique of my being? I have unholy desires. That's all I want to say, because when I get more specific, I cry.