Hate

 i hate...

my body

my face

myself for letting a guy ruin my life

for being bulimic

and for lieing to everyone

 

i feel worthless 

jenn1619 jenn1619
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 21, 2009

I have lied to people sayiny I am fine when I am so far from fine really. I can't really relate to all u said but I do have alot I hate myself for. <br />
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There are worse things that happen as I have had many thing I found out that I think turned me against a father I never even met or heard much about til I found my biological mom.

Bless, Don't hate yourself. I know its easy for me to say because I am not you. I have struggled for years with my bulimia and for all I have had to overcome. For all the control that I needed that took over my life. Because of a man in my life. But I am no longer the victim and I learn to love myself a little more each day. I win by not allowing my illness to take over and gain control of me. I'm here if you ever want to chat.x