The Life of Me

I cant remember when I started hating myself, all I know is that when I look in the mirror I am dissapointed. Theres nothing left but a sad, sad girl.  I hate myself so much I just want to scream, and I have(on a bus), people looked at me like I was a crazy person, and maybe I am. All I know is that something has to change. Im too young to be this self loathing. Gah. Sometimes I wish I could just start moving again... it feels as if I am moving through jell-o, my brain is clouded.   Don't I sound just pathetic?  Hopefully I can learn to cope because this is my one and only life.

reaofsunshine reaofsunshine
Feb 23, 2009