I Hate Her

I hate her....i hate that she's so insecure yet fronts that she's not...i hate that she pushes everyone away yet expects someone to be there for her when she's lonely...i hate that she hates her body and has, and still continues to burden it with abnormal eating habits...bizarre rituals and obsessive thinking.  i hate how she pretendes that none of this is relevant....and that she is simply unlucky.  I hate me

burberry1 burberry1
22-25
2 Responses Feb 24, 2009

Sounds like you hate me or someone like me, minus the bizarre rituals and fronting. It's obvious I am insecure. Basically I don't like myself either. I wish I could change who I am but I can't. So continue to hate me, but I don't hate you.

I hate myself too. <br />
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Anymore I look in the mirror and see my father and what he did its been that way since I found out not long ago what he did to my sister and probably did to my other sister.<br />
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Hate that it wasn't me. Hate that I wasn't there. <br />
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I hate that I was adopted even and that I still haven't found either of my sisters of my brothers. <br />
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I atleast found my mom and grandma though. <br />
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I hate the I am so weak anymore.