I absolutely hate who I am.
I was born into a military family so I move around a lot. I am a bad speaker, ugly, not smart at all, and horrible at making friends. When I think I finally have a friend, there it is, time to move again. I am really awkward so people always judge me and always act annoyed by me. People I meet the first time try to avoid me. I have tried many sports but I always suck and never improve. I do not have any hobbies. I have completely lost interest in everything and do not even see the point of hobbies and activities I try to relate to. I do not even know what is fun to me anymore. Now I even ask my self "what is the meaning of fun?" or "how do you have fun?". I don't really know what to do.... I just feel worthless and I really think I am.
Should I turn to drugs? Should I kill myself? I see no point in life, and no purpose for me to be alive. What should I do?
kamik423 kamik423
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 15, 2014

We Carry This Knowledge Every Day –
*** 2:11 For The Grace Of God That Bringeth Salvation Hath Appeared To All Men,
Jesus Is Our Sin Bearer.
1pe 3:18 For Christ Also Hath Once Suffered For Sins, The Just For The Unjust, That He Might Bring Us To God, Being Put To Death In The Flesh, But Quickened By The Spirit:
B. Jesus Is Your Sacrifice. –
Be Hold The Lamb Of God, Which Takes Away The Sins Of The World.
Eph 1:7 In Whom We Have Redemption Through His Blood, The Forgiveness Of Sins, According To The Riches Of His Grace;
Jesus Is Your Forgiver – Father Forgive Them Col 2:13 And You, Being Dead In Your Sins And The Uncircumcision Of Your Flesh, Hath He Quickened Together With Him, Having Forgiven You All Trespasses
• Needs Food It Gets Strong By The Promises Of God
• Needs Hearing Environment Ish 11;12
• Or It Will Chew On The Negative- Invest In The Mind
• Need Pictures Turning Goals Into Picture- Self talk Conversation- God’s World Contains Faith Needs Protect The Mind -Its Fragile -Have trouble With Mind,
• Mind Keeps Track -No Body Sees What You Experience
• Feed On psalms 119, 91 37 Wash The Mind, Absorb We Succeed With The Mind, A Focus An Instruction, Judas And John Has The Same Mentor
• We Can Have A Relationship With God But Not Through The Law.
• Talk Your Way Out, Sow Your Way Out A Walking Ware House Of Seed- by the words bought to us from heaven. Jesus bought it to us. it Leaves The mouth And Goes Into The Future.