I tried to end it tonight. I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always been there for me. We share everything. Her being upset is worse than being stabbed. I would rather be stabbed. I tried to end it and told her. She tried to end it. I hate myself so much. I'm an ******* for driving her to that. I want to die.
IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1
18-21, M
Aug 23, 2014