I tried to end it tonight. I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always been there for me. We share everything. Her being upset is worse than being stabbed. I would rather be stabbed. I tried to end it and told her. She tried to end it. I hate myself so much. I'm an ******* for driving her to that. I want to die.
IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1
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3 Responses Aug 23, 2014

We Carry This Knowledge Every Day –
*** 2:11 For The Grace Of God That Bringeth Salvation Hath Appeared To All Men,
Jesus Is Our Sin Bearer.
1pe 3:18 For Christ Also Hath Once Suffered For Sins, The Just For The Unjust, That He Might Bring Us To God, Being Put To Death In The Flesh, But Quickened By The Spirit:
B. Jesus Is Your Sacrifice. –
Be Hold The Lamb Of God, Which Takes Away The Sins Of The World.
Eph 1:7 In Whom We Have Redemption Through His Blood, The Forgiveness Of Sins, According To The Riches Of His Grace;
Jesus Is Your Forgiver – Father Forgive Them Col 2:13 And You, Being Dead In Your Sins And The Uncircumcision Of Your Flesh, Hath He Quickened Together With Him, Having Forgiven You All Trespasses
THE MIND
• Needs Food It Gets Strong By The Promises Of God
• Needs Hearing Environment Ish 11;12
• Or It Will Chew On The Negative- Invest In The Mind
• Need Pictures Turning Goals Into Picture- Self talk Conversation- God’s World Contains Faith Needs Protect The Mind -Its Fragile -Have trouble With Mind,
• Mind Keeps Track -No Body Sees What You Experience
• Feed On psalms 119, 91 37 Wash The Mind, Absorb We Succeed With The Mind, A Focus An Instruction, Judas And John Has The Same Mentor
• We Can Have A Relationship With God But Not Through The Law.
• Talk Your Way Out, Sow Your Way Out A Walking Ware House Of Seed- by the words bought to us from heaven. Jesus bought it to us. it Leaves The mouth And Goes Into The Future.

Live for the smiles you bring to your friends and family

I hope you find happiness and don't feel the need to try again. being depressed is terrible not only for us but those who love us, but that doesn't make us bad people. please be gentle with yourself and don't give up hope. you are obviously very loved and wanted, and you have so many reasons to live.