Im almost 18 years old f. and i feel worthless as f-k. Mostly hideous. Im so antisocial and quiet, i cant even make friends like how do you do it?

I know others have it worse and I always analyze situations and stuff but i still can't get over it, others have it worse, they do but that just makes me hate myself even more.

I even gave up therapy because i also think they judge me for being so stupid and immature.

Hell, im going to be legal in just a few months and im still a loser. I dont have entusiasm and i cant even laugh sincerely anymore, i hate my body and face, everything i see in the mirror. I dont feel like i'll ever be able to love myself.
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18-21, F
3 Responses Sep 2, 2014

We Carry This Knowledge Every Day –
*** 2:11 For The Grace Of God That Bringeth Salvation Hath Appeared To All Men,
Jesus Is Our Sin Bearer.
1pe 3:18 For Christ Also Hath Once Suffered For Sins, The Just For The Unjust, That He Might Bring Us To God, Being Put To Death In The Flesh, But Quickened By The Spirit:
B. Jesus Is Your Sacrifice. –
Be Hold The Lamb Of God, Which Takes Away The Sins Of The World.
Eph 1:7 In Whom We Have Redemption Through His Blood, The Forgiveness Of Sins, According To The Riches Of His Grace;
Jesus Is Your Forgiver – Father Forgive Them Col 2:13 And You, Being Dead In Your Sins And The Uncircumcision Of Your Flesh, Hath He Quickened Together With Him, Having Forgiven You All Trespasses
THE MIND
• Needs Food It Gets Strong By The Promises Of God
• Needs Hearing Environment Ish 11;12
• Or It Will Chew On The Negative- Invest In The Mind
• Need Pictures Turning Goals Into Picture- Self talk Conversation- God’s World Contains Faith Needs Protect The Mind -Its Fragile -Have trouble With Mind,
• Mind Keeps Track -No Body Sees What You Experience
• Feed On psalms 119, 91 37 Wash The Mind, Absorb We Succeed With The Mind, A Focus An Instruction, Judas And John Has The Same Mentor
• We Can Have A Relationship With God But Not Through The Law.
• Talk Your Way Out, Sow Your Way Out A Walking Ware House Of Seed- by the words bought to us from heaven. Jesus bought it to us. it Leaves The mouth And Goes Into The Future.

Just because other people have it worse does not in any way make the way you feel invalid. Sometimes I have to remind myself that, too. It's like saying that someone is happier than you, so you shouldn't be happy.

Well I can help you with the laughing part.

If you want