The Silence Is Defining

When I say "I hate myself" I really mean it. I have no redeeming qualities, no personality, no friends, no mate, no life! I cannot think of a single reason to keep going? For now I'm too much of a coward to end it...but soon maybe? I am tired of being invisible; not many people can understand what it's like to be in a crowded room and still totally alone - this is me day-in-day-out. Sometimes I yearn for oblivion's gentle embrace if just to end the pain.

DyingForTheGrave DyingForTheGrave
41-45
Mar 12, 2009