I can't ever do anything right enough for my own liking and I hate it. I constantly get in the way of my own goals, and other people's sometimes. I am not what you would call normal, or anything close to it. I have to real-life friends, save one, but that one single light of hope is fading, and if it goes out, I will hate myself even more. Whatever I do, I will hate myself, and I hate that.
Gryphonheart Gryphonheart
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 30, 2007

you cant understand what i am talking...sorry for wasting your time...

the feeling of hate for what you do meaning that i are a responsible are not an egoistic seeing everthing that can be you see what you do is not you hate it..<br />
you deserve more from this life...<br />
because you are a responsible person...

I know exactly how you feel and I wish I had advice for you, but I don't. I am so sorry you feel that way :(<br />
I hope it gets better for you