I Don't Understand Who I Am
I don't have a real personality because of depression and anti-depressants. I grew up in a house where I was always scared and I never really figured out me because of that. I didn't get the chance to be a kid and create myself. I feel like I could be someone totally different and someone who I could actually love, but I barely even think that I am a legitimate person. I'm self-absorbed, lazy, and mean. I wish I could become someone else, someone who I really think that I should be if my circumstances were different as a kid and as a young adult.