I hate myself. I'm a 16 year old girl and i'm only 5'5 and weigh 135 pounds. i was brutally molested last week and my best friend never wants to talk to me again because i told her. i hate my life. i want to die. i have 2 c's, 2 b's and 2 a's in school. i can't do it anymore. the guy i'm dating and in love with is talking to my ex best friend and i think he's leaving me for her. its too much. i'm never good enough. i never will be.