No More

i dont like myself

i havent liked myself for a long time now

it probably started when i was diagnosed with my eating disorder

or maybe it was when i relapsed?

it could of been around the time the doctors classified me as depressed

or after i started school,

not living up to everyones expectations

just making them hate me


but you know what? i dont want to care, so i pretend to be happy

pretend to be interested in this ****** up life of mine

i pretend to love

try not to cry

cause if i do cry

those people who dont really care

who only pretend to care

will want to know whats wrong

what sick gossip they can spread

so **** this all 

plagued0g plagued0g
18-21, F
Mar 2, 2010