Everyday

i hurt everyday. i suffer from the pain people have caused me. i have been through so much in life. in the past nine years i have went through mollestation, sexual abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse, and verbal abuse. all i want is to live a happy life but its hard when you think of all the ain every day. its hard when all you want to do is cry from what caused the pain. i hate the flashbacks of being thrown up against the walls with his hand on my throat. i hate the nightmares i still have. i hate being paranoid. why does it hurt so bad? is it because i let it bother me or that its suposed to hurt that bad? why does life treat us this way? why do we go through this? why does the ain keep coming? we may never know.
mimibubbles2011 mimibubbles2011
18-21, F
Sep 20, 2012