I Don't Understand

In the socially awkward and alone point of view, I don't understand how people can be so social. How people can just jump conversation to conversation with ease and always enjoy themselves. How there's always an abundance of alcohol and everything's always so loud. I can never be social.
Even right now there's a party going on at my house, and there will be people who come in my room and make conversation with me, only to then walk out and converse with someone else. It's strange.
It's.. pointless.
Paxis Paxis
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 15, 2012

This is exactly how i feel...and you also write the same way i do, this is super odd o- o