I Hate You All, Even You
i hate people. i hate myself. i hate that they judge and make your life miserable but yet they dont want you to die. for some stupid reasons like let's see? yes you have to keep going and surviving and feel the pain because it's wrong to kill youself but we dont know why exactly its worng. oh wait because you will hurt people around you. what if people around me hurt me every day? and i hurt them. I'm a mess, in this messy place and i just want to exit. i never asked to be here. i want to leave and i'm a loser enough not to do it because i don't have a painless way . please if you read this and know of a way that works quick and is painless please let me know. i beg you. but dont leave me dont do it, youre young bs, i dont want to hear that, i know better.