Why God? Why?

Did you know when you are 'pms-ing' your body retains water causing you to become bloated as well as your brain swells slightly and this is where the mood swings and all that other **** come into play?
I really ******* hate this. I hate how once a month for a few days I literally feel like I am going ******* insane. I know I am not happy with where I am in my life right now, but this intensifies every moment. I want to cry and scream and I pray that I will get out of here, and then it finally subsides and the bleeding starts. I am just exhausted by it all. I could sleep for a week. Right now I am in that whirlwind of emotions. I just want to crawl under a rock and die for everywhere I look I feel the sadness stab me like a knife because the reality is that I put myself here and now I can't get out. Maybe it isn't PMS I hate. Maybe it is me.

I like to call these my 'Debbie-Downer-Days'.
spaceygracey spaceygracey
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 10, 2012

I feel for you.