Watch Out For the Mood Swings!


I do hate PMS - I hate what it makes me - bitchy, sensitive, emotional and kind of pathetic.  I get some of the physical symptoms (bloating, back ache, one little pimple per month, and the food cravings - mostly chocolate - and I just want to eat and eat).

I am suffering right now, and I am afraid that it is going to drive some of my online friends away plus a special someone that I have been leaning on a lot.  I just get sooooo blue and start thinking too much!

My life is already a big train wreck - I am in an unhappy marriage (stuck in an unhappy marriage), my life is not what I thought it would be at all, I am struggling with depression, and I think these things make me a kind of a pitiful excuse for a mom... (oh, yeah, pms brings on a big dose of me feeling sorry for myself).

So, enough said...  I just hate it and I hate feeling this way so much and I am ready for menopause (but I bet getting through that is going to be rough!  My poor family!).

Now that you have read this, wait around for a day or even a 1/2 day because I will be singing a completely different tune - not sure what mood will grace us with its presence next - your guess is as good as mine - just watch out!  lol


AnalyticalAly AnalyticalAly
41-45, F
Mar 1, 2009