I Know It Is Killing Me

I have been smoking since I was 14 years old. I would give anything to quit, I just don't have the will power. I hate that I smoke. I hate that I feel helpless to do anything about it. It is a constant battle for me. Maybe one of these, I'll have the strength to lay them down for good.
silvertears silvertears
31-35, F
2 Responses Aug 3, 2007

If you have a possibility to travel somewhere, e.g. in the forest, the place with no cigarettes, you will be able to discover that it is not that difficult to be without cigarettes. I have used such trips to give myself a rest from cigarettes for a few days, and to increase confidence that I can do it.

I will admit it - I've been smoking since I was 7.... yeah I know - 7 ... sucks don't it! (no pun intended) LOL