Studying Z Lyk Hell

i hate stdying.......i really hate it.......i seek thngs othr than 2 stdy......i've evn consulted psychiatrist 4 ths......n tried so many thngs bt nthng z wrkng.....i feel lyk my lyf z aimless.....i hd alwayz hated stdying or say reading....nvr cmpleted homework or assignments.....feel lyk killing teachers n d ppl who advise me 2 stdy.......frm 10th std i wuz bng named 'einstien' 'supr intelligent' etc.......i knw i dnt deserve such names coz i hd nvr workd so hard in d field of stdy.......i really luv science bt i hate reading buks......vry contrary 2 it i really luv doin physics xperiments n watching discovery channel shows......watevr i want 2 wrk 4 my aim.....n i dunno hw 2 do dat.......sm1 plz guide me......m gttng more n more weak......losing urge 2 live

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18-21
Feb 18, 2009