My Story Is A Long And Complicated One.okay tattoos and peiceings borther me alot and here is why and there may be even more issues but its like this
it could be the fact that i secrectly do want one but cant get one because i have no money,i am scared of being judged for getting one, i am scared i really do not want one, my parents wont let me, i can not think of a good reason for getting one.
also my parents raised me to beleive anyone who gets a tattoo is a pathetic evil horrible person.
the fact that so many people do insult the very reason why u should get a tattoo an do not think about if they actully want to get one. like the fact that people get tattoos for stupid silly reasons and try to jusfy getting them with dumb *** meanings that are just bullshit and i mean i honestly do not even understand what it means to have someting that has meaning to be honest. but how can i when i have nothing that means anything in my life or nothing that i beleive in :/
it repsents the fact that u can do whatever u want when i am 24 and i still do not even have a choice with my body i am not even allowed to decide when i want to shave if my parents feel like my bead is too long i have to shave it. and even with my hair my parents have gone as far as actully cutting my hair in my sleep and particly holding me down while doing it. so how can i accept that they have a choice with thier own body when i clearly do not have a choice with my own body.
it repseents that they do whatever they want for thesmelves and can think for themselves and express themselves when agian my parents taught me i would be wrong in expressing myself and insult me for expressing myself in anyway they do not approve off or think is wrong or stupid. they insult some of the shirts i wear and i am scared to wear other other shirts because they will insult me for wearing them and agian how can i accept that they have self ex
i just dont understand tattoos and piecerings and am way too ingorant of them.