3 Years Next Month, And It Doesnt Get Any Easier.

I've been with this guy, who I think is the love of my life, since I was 15, he lives about 3,000 miles away, and we only see eachother every couple of months. The fact is, I know it will be at least a couple more years before I move there and start my life with him, and I am very impatient. I know he is worth it, but I miss him so much! All the time..
We help eachother through everything, we have both been through quite a bit, and yes, it would have been nice to have someone close by that could hold me in their arms, BUT the fact of the matter is, they couldnt make me feel like he could. It's amazing how much we have grown since we met, we were both in highschool, relying on our parents for everything, now we are both in college, working, and trying to figure life out.

I constantly am wishing he were here so that we could go do things together, go to a movie, out to eat, have drink, anything... it just seems so odd to have had someone in your life for this long, and to care about someone THIS much, and not have them close by.
Of course I am going to say, "LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS CAN WORK!" But they ARE NOT easy, and they ARE NOT for everyone. Being away from him is getting harder and harder each year. For so many reasons.... this is going to be a long couple of years.

Since 10-12-09 and still going strong.


Dawnerz Dawnerz
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 16, 2012

this is great to hear, how did you two meet ?