i respect every soldier, who deserves it. i am a good soldier, but i hate the army. it sucks for me. i dont do any thing wrong at work. but i am not serving my country or helping the ppl. i am just serving the army. and i am tired of wasting my life. my unit is so freaking stupid!. i hate all the saftey brieffings and ace card ****. i know why most soldiers kill them selfs, i know some do b/c of ptsd and war. my heart go out to all of the family members who lost their loved ones to stuff like that cuz they did to something for this country... they died for this country and they are the bravest of us all. they did there job and died with honnor. but most of the soldiers kill themseves b/c they thought they wanted to be in the army and do great things but they where wrong. they didnt like the army and they coulgnt get out unless they did something to mess up thier lives outside the army like geting a dishornorable discharge. they cant get out by simply not likeing the army. so they kill themselves cuz they cant get out the army. a life should not be lost to something like this. it happens every day. if they army would just let ppl out then none of use would have to go to ace meetings and no one would be killing themselves to get out. i hate that about the army, cuz you dont have a choice, its hard as hell to get out and takes to much time. ppl just say well just finish your contract you signed up for it stop being a ***** and suck it up. well all them ppl who say that can go to hell. they dont know what goes on through ppls minds. i believe if you dont like what your doing then you can change it. if you dont want to be int he you should be able to get out. the army keeps trying to better its self and is trying to cut down numbers they why not just ask us who wants to get out? that way they get get rid of us and keep all the soldiers who love the army and then the army will be even greater. there, simple salution to a problem that the army has blown way out of proportion. i would give up my gi bill and all they money i ever make in the army to get the hell out right now. our post rule is fail 2 pt test and your out well iv faied 5 in 3 months, why am i still here? im tired of coming in early and staying late for stupid ****. stop taking my time away from me. my friend pissed hot and is getting a general discharge. what the hell?!! right??! what do you think that makes me want to do on my time off?? and i hate how at the gate on to post they have a ******* billboard that has the number of days thy post goes with out haveing a soldier die!!! wtf!! what kind of depressing hell hole are we working in?? iv never seen that number above 32 on my post. that ****** me off. i hate that you have to salut an officer like hes better than you, and you have to kiss an nco's *** all day even if hes a **** tard, and yells at you for not getting enough work done when he doesnt even know his mos, i cant wait to get the **** out. im not really sure what my point is here but i just wanted to ***** and now i feel a litte better.