my jaw is too large - i wish i had the money to get it chiseled away. my skin is pin-marked from acne, i think my eyes are too small and my nose is too fleshy. I would kill to have a small face, smooth skin and refined features. It wouldn't be so bad if I had a nice body and could find pleasure in clothes. But my arms and legs are too short and my thighs too thick and I have no bust to speak of. I wonder sometimes why God bothered making me a woman when I can't enjoy any of the things other women enjoy, dressing up and dating and having other people enjoy the way they look...

xryss xryss
31-35, F
3 Responses May 20, 2008

I know how you feel, we are pretty much in the same boat. Although I am satisfied with my body, I hate everything about my face. It's too long and narrow with a big forehead. My nose is large and my lips are thin, eyes are droopy with dark circles.. not to forget my teeth. <br />
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But, I try to tell myself every day that there are more important things in life than the way I look, although it is far from easy..

I agree with titfortatoo- I think those models and actresses may feel ugly despite the fact everybody thinks they're beautiful, and they're dating, and that they like dressing up.<br />
You know, when you think of yourself as ugly, others'll think you're ugly, too.

I wonder if any of us is every really satisfied with how we look. Guess we have to make the most of it and be thankful it's not worse than it is. Someone out there loves us for who we are regardless, and that's all that matters :)