More like "I hate to be seen doing it". Very few of even my close friends have ever seen me cry, and only one teacher. I think it's shame-related with me. Not sure why, I've seen other people do it, I don't think less of them when they do, but this one right here typing this, cannot stand to do it, and absolutely despises being caught in the act. I don't care how it starts, whether it was a good reason or not, anything.
The experience's title says it all, pretty much. I hate to cry.
My eyes do sometimes water though, that's mostly in my sleep, I could have had a peaceful dream and I'll wake up with wet eyes, maybe I hold back on the crying too much. *I honestly cannot tell you when the last time I cried was, but I can recall an instance where I was caught doing it. However, I know that wasn't the last time I did it.*
Crying may not be for wusses, but it SUCKS!