I Cover My Mirror Up

I hate the way I look, I cant seem to stop myself from insulting every little thing about me. I keep my mirror covered up, but at least twice a day I uncover it just to see how I look today, any better than yesterday? 'no, worse. ugly as ever. look at that flab. barf. disgusting. Or I saw my reflection in the bathroom (accidently) and now just have to see the full picture. I wish I would just stop looking in all mirrors, I wish I and esp. other people wouldnt take pictures of me. I wish I looked more like the girls I know, thin and pretty. I wish I was smart like them too. But unfortunately I am what I am.

pine90apple pine90apple
18-21, F
Mar 26, 2009