That`s Life Though

 I know it is because of me being autistic,but it really leaves me messed up.when my oldest brother moved out i stay spooked for months.the same with my other brother except i also became a little withdrawn.now,my nephew who was living with us is moving.and already it is messing with me.i get over it,but it never seems right.i know i can`t be by myself.it childish,babyish,whatever,but i get scared and bad withdrawn.i did move out but after a while my family thought it was best if i lived with my parents.and it turns out it was for the best.not long after i got where i could barely walk and had to have surgery.but i never get used to not having my brothers just down the hall.