Or When They Just Don't Tell Me Things

I'm a really kind person and some people take it for granted. like my mom. my dad had been having heart problems (which I also found out after the fact) and soon enough he went to the hospital and had an angioplasty. I didn't know this until I tried to call him and he didn't answer his phone. I instantly knew something was wrong because he never turns off his phone except at night. so I wondered aloud to my mom, "I wonder what's going on with dad, he's not answering his phone..." "oh he had an angioplasty yesterday" she said non chalantly. I was pissed. then my dad called me all angry and sent me on a million guilt trips and after I got off the phone my mom saw what was happening. I was bawling my eyes out, having an anxiety attack. the thing that makes me livid is that she KNOWS that my dad antagonizes me and makes me have anxiety attacks and she KNOWS that I have borderline personality disorder. she knew that that would happen. and of course she told my sister but I guess she *forgot* to tell me.

cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
18-21, F
Mar 16, 2009