How Can

 How can someone say they love you and leave you to deal with the pain alone...I hate myself more than anyone...I am ashame that it has only been one day without meds and I cant control my emotions and I am back to that horrible bubble again...I just want to curl up rite now and die...

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2 Responses May 19, 2008


I do have an answer for you, but you will not like it.

As I have found out, some people are not in a relationship, they are in a competition. They need to all costs.

I know this. It is so hard to think you gave everything, I mean everything you had to try to make someone love you, but in the end, all they cared was themselves and winning.

I would love to say it gets easier, but it has been 2 long years for me and I still cry to this day.

It is not you, it is them. The pain gets really bad, but it does get easier. The one things you have to remember is to make sure you are ok...with you.

You want to blame you for this, but do not do that. You need to make sure that you take care of yourself. It is so easy to give up.

I recommend you do something for you, a good movie, trip to the mountains, visit a good friend, anything that will make you remember who you are, not what that other person made you into

I wish you the best, it will be ok

i understand how you feel,im hurting right now,i hope you find peace and can deal with your emotions,im using music to deal with mines....i hate my gf but i love her at the same time,we are hurt alot worse by the ones we love,a word of advice,next time dont give your entire heart until you're for certian......xx