I Hated By My Mom And Adandend By My Dad
Im going to tell you a true story about a little girl that only ever wanted her daddy but that never happend and ill tell you why she had a mother Ardenna Murillo and she had a father juan carlos contreras murillo we'll call him carlos and an older sister rose(not her real name) and way later on in there lifes came little brother Aramis Robin Alvarez. This story is about me and my childhood sorry for the spelling erores im not a good speller
It starts before im even created my mom had my sister already my dad fell in love with the both of them right away, my dad sold drugs or was in a gang or something stuped like that what ever it was it had him in and out of jail alot but i loved him more then life its self i still do.but thats where my story begins my mom wanted to start over clean slate ,they cheated on each other did drugs and lots more stuff my mom was in to prostitution ect. So she wanted to start over we waited for him he never came but then he called i was happy my daddy was coming home to be with me i was so exsited i almost peed my pants so i went to thebath room and when i came out mom was crying and i was husuled out side,i wanted to hear when my daddy was getting here so i snuck in the back door and all i herd was sobbing the phone fell and then so did Mom. my family picked her up and put her inbed so i go in and i ask wheres my daddy? when is he coming home? She just soobed and held me for five min. Later she finoly told me "sorry baby girl your daddys not comingback to us i am so sorry hunny", i got sad and then i dident beleave her so i lepht her there all alone sad. I was in so much deniale that when everyone would go to sleep i would get up and sit at the kitchen table and looked out the window that was next to the street and i waited and while i waited i fall asleep my nanny(greatgrandma) would ask what is my little mouse (cuz i loved cheese) and i would say i dont know but i was really waiting for him my daddy, this continued for three years. But when he lepht she never recoverd and nither did i. she blamed him so sents he wasent around to be punished i was her next best bet i guess. so she would fisically
abuse me cuz i did something he would do or made face like him and when i would almost pass out my older sister would jump in and mom woulds say,"its non of your bisness get outa here" she always refused so she got the worst of it i felt so bad that
she had to go through that cuz of me but i was baby not older then nine.this continued for along time she got remarried her husdand didnt care all he would say is "i told you not to hit them so hard", what an ***. He finoly got her pregnent after trying for years then my favorite person ever my little brotherwas born.mom only got worse when she had him,mom refused to take care of him, so i did he's the only resson i servived. i would think about suicide but then remember whos going to protect him if im gone and what would my sister do theyd be all alone so i didn't,he saved my life when he was born so i new i had to protect him. But the beatings where getting worse she had to home school me cuz i had to meany bruses on me "they would start asking questions, And you only get it when you deserve it i dont think thats bad" my mom told me. And one day when i was about 11 years old when my grandma came to visit with the rest of the family. Mom got made at us cuz she thought we told them are"secrite" so she took us to the bed room and beat the living **** out of us,by that time they had already packed and told us they were going and they were coming back a visit again. so they lepht and the next day mom went nutts took off with my brother to the river in the middle of winter and lepht us home alone. My uncle drove up and i was hitarical they took us out for breafast and mom came home to an empty house she freaked out and drove to the breakfast place we were eating at. i started to
ball my auntie looked at me and asked "do you want to see you mom" i told her "no" and i ran and locked myself in the bathroom all i could think is if mom gets us home
shes going to kill us. thankfully my auntie was in the navy at the time and put her in a
head lock and told her "no if you want your kids call the cops." So i wash my fave come outside to the pattio area where my family got movedto tell the cops would come and i sit down and tell my nanny everthing she ever didto us very quitly so no one could hear but her, my nanny started to cry with me and told me she dident feel good to go tell grandma what i told her and she promisesd grandma wouldent get mad at me. so i told her everything my sister was just terrfide and speetchless but when my grandma asked if mom hurts us really bad all my sister cloud do is noded yesand she started to cry. then we got taken away from her at age 11 and 12 and sents my brothers biological father was in the house with her they could not take him
away. so i lost the only person that i loved more then anything AGAIN and i am 23
years old now and i miss him more then anything in this world. So i desided that i was srtrong enuph to try and find my mom well i sucseed and shes even nutter then be for she thinks my sister and i were switched at birth which is imposible my sister has the same blood type and i look just like my dadand her so she told me to go **** my self and to goaway and never come back that means my brother my garden angle
is with this nutt and a cant do a damb thing a bout it its killing inside that the one person that saved my life is the one person i dont know how to help. I feel lonly,dead,hepless,and mostly disapointed inside sents she told me all of that. I thought or hoped she would have changed but nope.
It starts before im even created my mom had my sister already my dad fell in love with the both of them right away, my dad sold drugs or was in a gang or something stuped like that what ever it was it had him in and out of jail alot but i loved him more then life its self i still do.but thats where my story begins my mom wanted to start over clean slate ,they cheated on each other did drugs and lots more stuff my mom was in to prostitution ect. So she wanted to start over we waited for him he never came but then he called i was happy my daddy was coming home to be with me i was so exsited i almost peed my pants so i went to thebath room and when i came out mom was crying and i was husuled out side,i wanted to hear when my daddy was getting here so i snuck in the back door and all i herd was sobbing the phone fell and then so did Mom. my family picked her up and put her inbed so i go in and i ask wheres my daddy? when is he coming home? She just soobed and held me for five min. Later she finoly told me "sorry baby girl your daddys not comingback to us i am so sorry hunny", i got sad and then i dident beleave her so i lepht her there all alone sad. I was in so much deniale that when everyone would go to sleep i would get up and sit at the kitchen table and looked out the window that was next to the street and i waited and while i waited i fall asleep my nanny(greatgrandma) would ask what is my little mouse (cuz i loved cheese) and i would say i dont know but i was really waiting for him my daddy, this continued for three years. But when he lepht she never recoverd and nither did i. she blamed him so sents he wasent around to be punished i was her next best bet i guess. so she would fisically
abuse me cuz i did something he would do or made face like him and when i would almost pass out my older sister would jump in and mom woulds say,"its non of your bisness get outa here" she always refused so she got the worst of it i felt so bad that
she had to go through that cuz of me but i was baby not older then nine.this continued for along time she got remarried her husdand didnt care all he would say is "i told you not to hit them so hard", what an ***. He finoly got her pregnent after trying for years then my favorite person ever my little brotherwas born.mom only got worse when she had him,mom refused to take care of him, so i did he's the only resson i servived. i would think about suicide but then remember whos going to protect him if im gone and what would my sister do theyd be all alone so i didn't,he saved my life when he was born so i new i had to protect him. But the beatings where getting worse she had to home school me cuz i had to meany bruses on me "they would start asking questions, And you only get it when you deserve it i dont think thats bad" my mom told me. And one day when i was about 11 years old when my grandma came to visit with the rest of the family. Mom got made at us cuz she thought we told them are"secrite" so she took us to the bed room and beat the living **** out of us,by that time they had already packed and told us they were going and they were coming back a visit again. so they lepht and the next day mom went nutts took off with my brother to the river in the middle of winter and lepht us home alone. My uncle drove up and i was hitarical they took us out for breafast and mom came home to an empty house she freaked out and drove to the breakfast place we were eating at. i started to
ball my auntie looked at me and asked "do you want to see you mom" i told her "no" and i ran and locked myself in the bathroom all i could think is if mom gets us home
shes going to kill us. thankfully my auntie was in the navy at the time and put her in a
head lock and told her "no if you want your kids call the cops." So i wash my fave come outside to the pattio area where my family got movedto tell the cops would come and i sit down and tell my nanny everthing she ever didto us very quitly so no one could hear but her, my nanny started to cry with me and told me she dident feel good to go tell grandma what i told her and she promisesd grandma wouldent get mad at me. so i told her everything my sister was just terrfide and speetchless but when my grandma asked if mom hurts us really bad all my sister cloud do is noded yesand she started to cry. then we got taken away from her at age 11 and 12 and sents my brothers biological father was in the house with her they could not take him
away. so i lost the only person that i loved more then anything AGAIN and i am 23
years old now and i miss him more then anything in this world. So i desided that i was srtrong enuph to try and find my mom well i sucseed and shes even nutter then be for she thinks my sister and i were switched at birth which is imposible my sister has the same blood type and i look just like my dadand her so she told me to go **** my self and to goaway and never come back that means my brother my garden angle
is with this nutt and a cant do a damb thing a bout it its killing inside that the one person that saved my life is the one person i dont know how to help. I feel lonly,dead,hepless,and mostly disapointed inside sents she told me all of that. I thought or hoped she would have changed but nope.
By:
cistabella
Age:
22-25
,
Female
