To The Baby I Carried And Lost <3i wonder what happens to babies who die
do they transform magically into a butterfly
with gossamer wings lift up to the sky?
the little bright soul you were not yet born
in my heart i carry you noon night and morn'.
i console myself i say you may have been ill
i was malnourished and somewhat sick
your dad was a bit of a ****
[(sorry but you already know this)]
i wonder what has become of you?
do you watch over us as I think you do?
why did you leave little one
what do i need to draw from your impression
and presence in my life?
I love you and always will