She Will Always Be My Daughter

I lost my daughter at 8 and a half weeks. It was so much worse then you think it will be even though it sounds terrible. the worst part is when your dreading the obivious. When the nurse leaves the room to get another docter. When they look at each other. when they look at you with pity in their eyes before saying.
im so sorry but theres no heartbeat. At that moment the world turns silent you have no idea how to reacht.The other worst part is going home and telling your four year old daughter. The one who is waiting in the window of your mothers house with a massive smile on her face. But you get over it. my daughter did and hopefully soon i will to. i love you Emma. Rest in peace
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Aug 14, 2012