I Hate My Father

 My father is so horrible! I don't even want to call this monster my father. Since I was a child he is very abusive, strict and rude. He used to hit me when I was younger. I will never forget that. He always yells at me. I feel so scared when my father is around... And I don't do anything wrong. Just five minutes ago I came back to my room and he was waiting for me there. He crossed his arms and started telling me how bad I am and that I always disappoint him. He is mad at me when I want to go and see my friends. He always wants me to do something useful at home. So, I rarely even see my best friend. One day he wanted me to call his mother and to talk to her, but I didn't want to talk to her. His mother is as bad as him. She has never ever cared about me. So, I said to him "no". He was yelling at me like crazy! He said to me so many bad words! For example, he said that I am stupid heartless ***** and so on. Right now I feel like I just can't take it anymore... I hate him! I am tired to see him every day and suffer from his insults and rudeness. 

vampiregirl1990 vampiregirl1990
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 19, 2010

You have to make your life and not allow him in it if he is this type of man. You are better off without someone belittling you and telling you how bad you are. You should surround yourself with positive people. God bless and I hope you find your way soon....

******** shouldn't have children i think