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God's Sadness

WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER I WAS READING ABOUT THE GARDEN OF EDEN TO MY SISTER.I WANTED TO SHARE WITH HER WHAT GOD ALLOWED ME TO GRASP WHEN I READ IT BY MYSELF A FEW WEEKS BEFORE. WHILE READING ABOUT GOD'S "SADNESS" OVER WHAT ADAM & EVE HAD DONE, THE ROOM FADED INTO THE BACKROUND. AN ANGEL APPEARED BY MY NEPHEWS DRESSER ACROSS THE ROOM. THEN A CHOIR OF ANGELS APPEARED TO THE LEFT OF ME, ACROSS THE ROOM. THEN THE HAND OF CHRIST APPEARED TO THE RIGHT OF ME. RIGHT NEXT TO ME. I WAS TOLD NOT TO TOUCH IT BUT I WAS DRAWN TO IT. I HAD TO. I DID & ONE BY ONE THEY STARTED DISAPPEARING. ALL IN THE SAME ORDER. I WAS IN THE SPIRIT WORLD. I WANTED TO STAY & FOR THEM TO STAY WITH ME. I FORGOT ABOUT MY SISTER DURING THIS TIME. WHEN ALL OF THEM HAD DISAPPEARED FROM MY EYES, I TOOK A BREATHE.THE ROOM CAME INTO FOCUS. THEN I LOOKED UP AT MY SISTER & SAID, "DID YOU SEE THEM?" SHE PAUSED & SAID SLOWLY, "SAW WHAT?" I TOLD HER EVERYTHING. SHE DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND. TO THIS DAY I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE SAW, IF SHE SAW THEM. MY SISTER HAD BECOME A JEHOVAH WITTNESS A YEAR OR SO BEFORE THAT.THAT MIGHT HAVE DIVIDED US, BUT WE LOVED EACH OTHER. THE "SADNESS" GOD FELT IS WHAT MADE ME CRY WHEN I READ THE PASSAGE ABOUT THE FALL, THEN & THE FIRST TIME IT IMPACTED ME, A FEW WEEKS BEFORE. I HAD HEARD GOD WAS MAD. IT DID NOT OCCUR TO ME THAT HE WAS VERY SAD BY IT. WHEN YOU HEAR SOMETHING OVER & OVER, IT CAN STICK WITH YOU. I HAVE SEEN INTO THE SPIRIT WORLD, A FEW TIMES, SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL. IT DOESN'T MAKE "ME" SPECIAL. THE EXPERIENCES HAVE BEEN A GIFT & A LEANING EXPERIENCE. 
FRANCHESKAN FRANCHESKAN 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 27, 2012

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ow can God be sad? After all, He created us and is, in a way, responsible for our behviour.
sOUNDS LIKE UOU ARE CARRYING UNNECCESSARY GUILT FEELINGS. KWKFOX

WRONG GROUP. I WAS GOING TO PUT IT IN "I HAVE SEEN ANGELS"