I Have a Big Nose
When I was maybe about 6 or 8 i was perfect, the cutest little girl, blonde hair small cute nose and nothing could go wrong. But as i was gettign older everythign started growing and my nose was definetly one thing that kept growing by the time i was in 5th grade you can tell that itll grow even biggger. 6th grade, i didnt really oay attention to my nose, 7th grade i started noticing it but 8th grade was myy trouble year. i would look at my nose everyday and cry, im so ugly, i would say because my nose justt took all the attention it made my face look un-proportional andd i looked so bad (in my opinion) i punched myself in the face and cried and cried especially when i liked a boy and he liekd my bestfriend that made me think i wasnt good enough and my friend had such a cute tiny nose while i have this monster. I had so many friends and i lost most of them because of my jealousy becvasue i was jealous of people lives nd peoples looks, im 13 now and i cry myself to sleep because of my nose and life. one day i was videochatting with this boy and i was covering my face to cover my nose and my friends are like "stop doing that" but they dont understand , only a person with a big nose understands. I never got bullied or anythign because of my nose, but i know what people are thinking, its likee "do you know that girl" "that girl with the big nose" and i am sooooo ugly in my opnion even though people tell me im not i mean its my nose if my nose was small i would be gorgeous, believe me i have real blonde hairr and brown eyes and my nose ruins everything it ruins my life, i hate walking to places becasue people can see the side of my nose, i just wish it was small, i woul ddo anything to have my nose small, it went to the point tgat i had to edit my pictures for facebook because my nose was too big. I hate it soo much hopefully when i get older it will even out with my face unless it keep sgrowing and growing, thanks dad thank you so much for giving me a nose like this. i attempted to kill myself anddd i always have thoughts of killing myself and im scared i will actually do it becaus eof my nose and my life. how can someone so young, like me, have to go through soo much painn, i hate everything nd i already cut myself because of my friendss and no boys like me andd **** sucks man. fuckk life, i hate it,, theres no point, well comment, and tell me if you are also a 13 year old that goes through ther same thing as me, god bless ,(if you have a small nose youre lucky,) and for those that like their big nose, embrace it because you are lucky that you can live with it and that you accepetd the big nosed persom you are. well thats my story. :/ HELP
By:
paulinawojo
Age:
13-15
