My Best Friend...

I have been dating this guy for 2 years and he has taken care of me and my 2 year old little boy the whole time. But it has gotten to the point where i just dont want his affection because he only gives it to me when he is not on his x-box..... thats the short version of that. I have a friend... my best friend of nearly 4 years and he is so awesome and he gives me the affection i need (not sexual...i'm not a cheater) the emotional support i guess you would say... i love hanging out with him he always makes me laugh and i have never felt so happy... i dont know what to do because of the attachment my son has to my current boyfriend but i feel so miserable... i dont want to hurt anyone... i dont know if i should just stay and deal with it... or make that change in my life... this is the most difficult thing i have had to deal with for a long time and it just keeps tearing me apart...

yoshi138 yoshi138
18-21, F
Dec 18, 2009