Nervous

My boyfriend and I have always talked about what we would do if he ever got called back but we both never thought t would happen so soon. He lives in Erie and I live in Pittsburgh which is bout a two hour drive and we have skype dates every night ecept one night e never got on and it was unlike him to skip one of our skype dates with out telling me. So of course I got mad at him. But that night it changed everything I missed his phone call which came at 3:31 AM he left me a message and I woke up at 4 AM and listened to the voicemail. I never thought I would hear him cried but I did his exact words were "hey baby...it's me...I don't have the best of news....I went to check my mail well my army email that is... Got a notifcation...I'm leaving I'm leaving for Afghanistan..." I have never cried so much. And due to what he is doing in Afghanistan I'm not allowed to know where he is or what he is doing over there. So I have all these thoughts running threw my mind like crazy and I am terrifed of what can happen to him.
Monab48 Monab48
18-21, F
Aug 8, 2010