[February 23rd--june 11th] 3 Days and Counting...

My boyfriend of 9 months left two days ago on Tuesday. I don't really know how to cope with 4 months without him. It's only been 3 days and I'm already a wreck. I feel really stupid, and I feel like I'm overreacting but I can't help it. I've never felt anything like this before and I don't know how to stop feeling so sad. I'm still waiting for my first letter or phone call from Fort Benning, so until then all I can do is wait. I've already written him about 6 letters >.< I feel pathetic and needy but I don't know what else to do.

Reading all your stories has given me hope, however. Support would be much appreciated.

stycerinkills stycerinkills
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 25, 2009

don't worry after a few days maybe a week you'll get used to him not being there and it gets better. i know it sucks hes not there but trust me it gets a little easier. its only 4 months. deployments are way longer, so don't worry he's ok and needs all the support you can give him so always let him know how proud u are of him and all that good stuff. if u need anything just msg me. :)

Get yourself a hobbie fast. Stay busy and try not to think about him being gine. Be thankful hes not in harms way and remind yourself this is just a test for your first real deployment.x