Not Sure I Can Handle It!!!
Ok so my bf is deployed to Iraq. I feel like I am being too needy missing him like crazy, and I dont want to push him away by needing him so much. I am not sure I can handle it but I want to so bad! I feel like I am going to spend this entire deployment depressed. He is missing christmas, new years, valentines, and my birthday. I dont know how I am going to get through this and still keep my dignity intact somehow while slowely driving myself crazy wanting him home. I guess I am just worried that he might lose interest in me if he thinks I am too needy? I just cant be the same when he is so far away!! Help please!