Hi....its so hard to find people who understand what I'm going through on a daily basis. I miss him so much ever day! I cry, I worry I freak out and this is our second deployment...but it doesn't get any easier it hurts as if it were our first. He was gone a year and he came home for two weeks....he left back out a couple weeks ago and won't be back home for another eight months. I miss him so much!! He is my heart and soul, my lover, my best friend, my soul mate, my confidante! He is pretty much my everything. We talk but not to often, but I love it when we get those few special moments.....i never knew that a hello I love you I'm doing okay, could mean so much to me! This may seem rude or wrong but it pissed me off to hear women ***** and complain about their men not talking to them for days or talking to them to much, when I go weeks without hearing from him. I'm really glad I found this site and hopefully will have some things in comment with you other ladies who KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM GOING THROUGH!!